SHE

i just miss 'she'..so much..damn much..fucking much..don't know how to express it..when 'she' always there to courage me..when 'she' always by my side to tell me what should and shouldn't..i am proud to be 'she's daughter..

till today, no one can take 'she's part in my heart..some of my friends told about their 'she', but still my 'she' is the best..sometimes they said that their 'she' is so kind and understand them, yet still my 'she' at the top..

when i hear this song, i am thinking something the most horrible which will happen sooner or later..when now i am already lost without 'she' by my side, how can i adapt my day without 'she' in my LIFE??

OMMA (MOTHER)

Blessed is your face
Blessed is your name
My beloved
Blessed is your smile
Which makes my soul want to fly
My beloved
All the nights
And all the times
That you cared for me
But I never realised it
And now it’s too late
Forgive me

don't wanna be like THIS..:''(

Now I’m alone filled with so much shame
For all the years I caused you pain
If only I could sleep in your arms again
Mother I’m lost without you

am i ever hurt 'she'??

You were the sun that brightened my day
Now who’s going to wipe my tears away
If only I knew what I know today
Mother I’m lost without you

YES!! i'm lost..:"(

Ummuka, ummuka, ya ummi
wa shawqahu ila luqyaki ya ummi
Ummuka, ummuka, ummuka ummuka
Qawlu rasulika
Fi qalbi, fi hulumi
Anti ma’i ya ummi
Mother… Mother… O my mother
How I long to see O mother
“Your mother, Your mother, Your mother”
Is the saying of your Prophet
In my heart, in my dreams
You are always with me mother

Ruhti wa taraktini
Ya nura ‘aynayya
Ya unsa layli
Ruhti wa taraktini
Man siwaki yahdhununi
Man siwaki yasturuni
Man siwaki yahrusuni
‘Afwaki ummi
Samihini…
You went and left me
O light of my eyes
O comfort of my nights
You went and left me
Who, other than you, will embrace me?
Who, other than you, will cover me?
Who, other than you, will guard over me?
Your pardon mother, forgive me.

'she' trust on me more than i do..WHY??

because 'she' is my MOTHER!!

*nak citer kt sume yang saya je ada mak macam dia..

*so annoying la..org len pon ada mak gak..BIAR LA!!!

*nape dalam english??sebab sop nak ngarang cek oi..hihi..