tapi bila otak dan hati teringat sebab yang ada di sebalik semua ini adalah Allah,
then a bitter smile comes,
it is bitter, but still it is a smile :)
to hold the curiosity.
positive thinking comes,
again to comfort me.
whatever you are doing now,
i tell myself,
all of that will be under His plan.
a bitter smile comes again.
yet it's still a smile.
# one of the sign that He's granting our wish is our hard effort towards it :)
# i am, in sha Allah, and i hope you too :)